Last 5 years, i thought this friendship could forever last. But i thought wrong. I thought you were really my bestfriends, but again, i thought wrong. If you say we're bestfriends, then prove it. I'll be waiting. Because it's not the three of us now, it's just the both of you. Sometimes i wonder, why do i care to even arrange meet-ups when both of you don't even seem to be appreciating it. & it kinda hurts if i really arrange meet-ups seriously and both of you just take it lightly. Both of you didn't even reply my messages. Even if you can't make it, atleast reply so that will atleast make me feel like i'm still a part of the trios. I care to ask if you want to tag along even though i know sometimes you can't make it. But you? No. I know i am far from you two, but distance is never an excuse. Even if we are miles apart, nothing can change the fact that we are still the best of friends. But the change of attitude, can. I was never updated on whatever happened & there are a lot of things that you should update me on, but you didn't. There are just some things that i didn't know until any of you let the cat out of the bag. Is this what they call bestfriends? If this is what you think, then in my opinion, no. This are not how bestfriends are like. I couldn't take this anymore, i cannot let this affect my life. If you're reading this, then i should say that I am gonna leave this circle of bestfriends. I can't tolerate this anymore. I am not gonna let any more of my efforts to go down the drain. I'm just gonna stick with my circle of friends. Even though we have some things that we dislike about each other, we will always make each other feel that they are still a part of us.