...please?

It's hard. No one would know this complicated-ness.
Stop this please.
Just, be happy for me.
If that is what friends are for..

Thanks for the advice Amanda.
<3 Follow your heart.
And this is what I am doing. (:

...sunshine.

(HOORAY! HOORAY!) I was selected to attend the Temasek Polytechnic Applied Science "course" for Biology. We'd actually get to grow a plant from its embryo. So cool and fun (: Now, that really brightens up my biology mood during biology lesson first thing in the morning. HEE(: If not, wednesdays would be like some other wednesdays that has triple science: equivalent to boringness. After Biology was Chemistry. We did a practical on Acids, Bases and Oxides. Supposed to put react the Copper(ll) Oxide with Sulphuric Acid. It was uber fun. I boiled the acid, Amanda put the Copper in the solution. It was really nerve-wrecking. It just won't stop dissolving. In the end, we gave up and put a whole spoon of Copper in the solution. It turned black, but it really saves us a lot of time. Filtered it then crystallised it. We'd only get to know the results tmr. Can't wait to see the crystals!(weee~) Was LATE for Physics after that. Sat at the back and i swear i'm not paying attention. I mean, i understand what teacher is saying but i talked more. I don't know how to explain. Lols. Accompanied Dianah to do her math correction then went to break. Ate egg sandwich; it's disgusting.

-___________________-"

Went back to class bla bla bla. Had Math, two periods of EL and then, 2 periods of computer studies. Computer Studies was kinda slacky. for the whole 1hr 10mins, was supposed to finish a powerpoint but, for the whole two periods, i only did up to errrrr, 3 slides? {eh!but it's nice okay! i didn't copy and paste, i used my own words tau} nyahahar. :D

I love to disturb Farah alot lah. I couldn't resist seeing her and (insert name). I feel like sticking both of them together! :D I'm serious. They both look so cute, sweet, adorable, gorgeous, handsome, pretty, suitable. I'm just typing it down, from the bottom of my heart. I want to see them everyday or probably, see them taking the same bus as me (: cause i know (insert name) takes the same bus as me. AWW, if only farah is with him. I swear i'll go to school and MAKE SURE i take the same bus as them. I could disturb in my heart while listening to the music and then let everything out once there's only me and them :D

I want them together, i want them together, i want them together. CAN? PLEASE.

I wanna see them tmr again. and tmr and the tmr and tmr and tmr and every second in every minute of every hour in every day of every week!

-______________________________________________________-"

..never regretted.

The day started off very boring indeed. With Biology. Did worksheet on Blood. Jeez, then was Physics. First, it was quite okay but as the period drags on, or should i say, the last half an hour, it was very boring. We did and did worked examples. Following Physics is Social Studies. Learnt about the Tamil Tigers and Sinhalese Lions. Super boredom. and then, was malay. (: It was quite boring though. Expositori is postponed to Thursday(yes!). and the lesson eats into our recess. 11:00, was released. Didn't had any lunch. But it's manageable. After break was English. I can say its quite okay cause we did this picture discussion thingy and i'm quite fine with doing picture discussion this friday. Maybe picture discussion is not that bad. For once, thanks Ms Seah. :D Nid went home ): Which only leave me and dianah. Mdm Annisa was on MC so we had two free periods for CME. Me and Dianah were talking about something when Zul joined us. Then Mira, then Alep. Soon, the whole malay gang were behind the class talking and sharing nonsense jokes. Especially the one on the Burglar. It was hell funny guys. But it would be alot fun if the teacher won't be bugging in our conversation like always. She's so irritating. Then one period of E Math. Gosh, that period, the time really fly fast. Due to N Level Oral, there was no assembly so there's PC Period but again, Mdm Annisa wasn't in school so it was another free period. This time, we shared ghost stories. and everybody kinda took out phones and start listening to music. Then was when Azee and Hafiz found out about the Visual Haircut file. HAAA. 2:20, end. Went for a break. Ate in class, then Ms Teo came in for Physics Study Programme at 3.10. STUDY STUDY STUDY! till 4.
Then, being a good girl. Went home straight. :D (oh how adorable).
HEALTH CHECKUP! TMRW! :D
Health Booklet, CHECK!

Psst, i can't wait for Biology Study Programme tmr. (weird.)

..let's laugh!

Got to read this composition done by a Pri 2 kiddo. It's really funny! and cute. Bring back the happy mood in you while reading this.

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku.
Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.
Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang. Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut.
Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya.
Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri.
Feri itu terbelah dua. Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara.
Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu. Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya.
Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!"
dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak saya menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands.
Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris. Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu.
Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi.
Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara.
Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

It's funny right?! hahaha. i laughed my guts out man. (:

..oh glory glory man united! (:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

You make me happy!,

when skies are grey.

You'll never know dear,

how much i love you.

So please don't take my sunshine away. <3

That's for (fill in the blanks).

Jeez, it's really hard to forget you.

Not in this very complicated time.

I see you every second in every minute,

of every day in 5 days a week.

Imagine how long is that.

*calculations*

It''s about...

120hours.

Which is,

432,00 seconds.

(plus minus).

Oh crap. Let's get to the point baby.

Started off with a very lonely morning.

Then, quite a lonely afternoon.

Woke up, slept, woke up, slept (like, again.)

Then went to Peninsular to buy Jersey for birthday party next week.

Got to know Sister went out with her friends & Roslan from the Anugerah.

Got kinda pissed. -_____-"

Then found out again, probably he coming to Party too.

Ohh whatever. (alligator)

Went to the Bluez at Century Square then had dinner at Food Culture.

Saw BFF! with (someone you shouldn't know).

Texted:

Me: You patched with him uh?

Her: No, just friends.

Me: Oh, you both look cute together.

Her: Yela Shahira. (Something she said that is confidential).

Me: Ohh, takpe. Kalau dah ade jodoh tak akan ke mane. hehehe.

I talk, like some old folk.

Back to the jersey.

Spent 70bucks on it.

Mum thought it was 17, lol.

Too bad.

Then, was thinking of printing my name behind. But nah, no time.

Told cousin it was 70bucks, she was shocked.

Went to see some hoodies over there too.

Not nice. Not reccomended.

CHIS!

Ok dah bye.

..it's this morning

Everybody's been talking about Semut, even though there's nothing going on between us. Are we acting weird? Or, are people just so curious? But for sure, there is nothing. Humans keep thinking all sorts of stuffs. Coming up to me, and asking me.. well, unnecessary questions and has the wrong impression. History of its past starts having grudges on me. i know it's like.. wth. i didn't know it was wrong to socialise. Right now, i guess i can't just keep mum. I have to stop this. I have to be Kyle XY for awhile now. Or, should i be quiet and let nature take it's course? Oh mess.

One thing's for sure, we've got nothing going on.

Keep that in mind.

And so, RSN is done with project and presentation. We were the first to go! and I had fun presenting even though it's for a short while. (: and Yan, thanks for the re-enactment of Ellen DeGeneres. I sent him a message saying 'Ellen dah kahwin! Ngan pumpan. XD' and he sent me the exact same message this afternoon after school and also, at Friendster. I sound funny meh? Hmm. Ohwell, thanks Kas, for whatever you told me you did before you went to sleep just now.

-__________-"

pfft.

that girl was one time teenage drama queen.

...RSN

Oh-hello. Try reading what's written on the image, if you can :D (oh yes you can hehe.)

So, the presentation's tomorrow. [: It's my first time presenting in front of (insert name here). CFFs would know. hee. Gosh, i'm so excited plus nervous. nyahahar!

Oh well, i was friendster-ing when i saw my ttm's profile. gosh, i miss ttm. ): it's been months, i think, since we last contacted. BFF deleted her friendster profile. Ohno, means no more life for me in Friendster. Guess, i won't be that active anymore. I'll just check once in a while for comments. I'll be full-time in school work or blogger. errs, CR won't be playing football for atleast 3months ): Means, there would be no life anymore for football for a whole three months. My life's half gone. 'till September where it's gonna be 3/4 full back. then, to make my life a full circle back, BFF has to revive back her Friendster. hee :D

Oh talking about month, September's my big month *widesmile*

..i knew it friends.

Currently, having a minor fight with ex-schoolmate Mr Khairul Nordin. Calling each other stupid bodoh idiot and stuffs.

GRRRRRRRRRS !

Was browsing the pictures in my folder when i saw the picture up there, being hidden somewhere. Well, credits to Nadhirah for taking it and thanks Farhan for blocking Anwar, Dianah and also taking up half of the space. (:

psssst. i'm falling in hearts again.

....it's leaked.

Life's been busy. Packed with lessons, homeworks, projects and personal life. Won't be blogging that much unless i manage to find a moment of my time.

Just a :

HAPPY 22nd ANNIVERSARY TO US.

..070708

Zakiyah's on Hiatus! & so, i couldn't get today's pictures from her.

070708;
Thanks for the fun day. Hancock was great! I would give it a 5 out of 5(:
Can't stop laughing ah, Nachos was delicious. & tomyam was spicy!

I WANT TODAY AGAIN! [: with them.
:D


{would get the pictures from Zakiyah when she's back blogging.

..i was tagged.

1) How many children do you want?
one.
2) Where will you go when someone sponsors u an air-ticket?
Rome.
3) What's your favourite thing to do?
Chat & blogging.
4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
Not really.
5) If you're given a chance to revive something back, what would it be?
My life.
6) Have u ever been regretted in ife?
Yes. A lot of times. I think. Or maybe just a little ; idk.
7) What are you afraid to lose?
Everyone (:
8) If you win one million, what would you do?
Keep it, spend 2/10 out of it.
9) What do u dream of doing in the future?
Nursing.
10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
She just perm-ed her hair, my cute friend & a true friend.
11) If you could have a superpower what would it be?
Have umlimited knowledge (lol!)
12) What type of a person you hate the most?
If the person hates me.
13) What makes you happy?
Pathetic jokes and CFFs (Close friends forever)
14) What type of boyfy do u prefer?
Don't know. Too long to write. But one thing for sure, he must appreciate me.
15) What do you think it is the most important in life?
My parents. Without them, no life what.
16) If u had a boyfy, would you die with him?
No.
17) The last guy who hugged you?
CHRIS BROWN! haha. perasan.
18) What is the ONE thing you want it badly NOW?
10am. Wanna get ready to go out with Yayan and gang.
19) Whom are you close to?
My family, LadiesINC, and Syafiq & some other people.
20) Who you like more? Shahira or Nyonya tepi jalan?
SHAHIRA. (:



Instructions: Remove 1 question from the above and add in ur personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions then, tag 8 ppl from your lists. Lastly, list them in the end of the post. Notify he/she through their tagboard.
my 8 lucky people are; KASMADI!(haha!), both sisters, Nadhirah, Ummirah, Aisyah, nidVEE & Nasyithah.

..chocolate fondue

Chocolate Fondue.

With Marshmellows.
With Strawberry.

Spaghetti.

Okay, so the Choc.Fondue is very appetizing. (: So does the spaghetti. It lingers in my mind 24hours. Someone nice bring me to Swensens AGAIN? ;D

i catched a glimpse of heaven..

My new cousin, Qu Sycca.

Zky,Yayan & Alep.

It's all about us.

Okay, my eyes looks so aritificial.

040708;

Really made my day. Thanks friends. Thanks bigfoot. :D

Is this just a passing phase, or is it for real? I hope not. I really do. I don't wanna turn back regretting everything. It's getting kinda really complicated. Ohgod, i can't just blurt everything out in here. It's too public. just stop these 'good' news.

i found my paradise, when you look me in the eyes.

oh & i almost forgot. HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY HADI ! (: Rock on Chairperson. Nyahahar!

Okay, i kinda take this picture from your friendster. HAAHAA.

I'm mixed up.

as days pass by, i realise it. i know i shouldn't do this.
should i just let it be and pretend i feel nothing?
or should i just blurt it out?
No, i won't and i will never.
but, having to bump into each other everytime,
just tearing my brain apart.

and special thanks to Nadhirah.
(:
Love you twin sister.


You said: Never leave the one you love for the one you like..
and i guess, it's true.
and from now on, i'm gonna keep mum and pretend nothing has happen.