"A little relief from the beating that my heart took,

trying to remember what it was like.
You showed me that it was real and true,

you touch so gentle,

you saw right through.

All the pain and distrust disappeared that day,

the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right.

Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was,

and then there was you.

Believing in me, trusting me,

loving me unconditionally,

letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret.

Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am.

Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions

that I tried to hide for so long,"

All because there was you.

-Cassandra S. McFall

Exactly 12 more days
♥

Uncle had openhouse yesterday & it was awesome! *wide smile* Really, imagine yourself being in an air-conditioned living room, all locked up, cosy while eating lasagna, seafood spaghetti, fruit cocktail, strawberry yoghurt & creamy pasta.

Well anyway, me & fizah 'shopped' a lot. (:

Cinta Aulyssa(up there in the picture) was super the duper adorable. She always have something stuck on her hair, the last time i saw her, she was with her big flower clip. & now, it's a butterfly clip(i think).

Watched Pulau Hantu, i don't understand the storyline ):

But the hantu quite scary.

Liverpool-Chelsea, 1-0 (?)

IMY SUPER ALOT ):

THUMBS UP TO HSM 3 !(:

Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit.

Look at my pathetic results! ):

English: C6
Malay: A2
Mathematics: C6
Biology: C5
Science(Phy, Chem): B3
Combined Humanities(SS,Literature): C6
Computer Studies: A2
CME: A

:(((((((((((((


Will i ever see you smiling back at me?

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tsk tsk.
im not gonna be on hiatus for a while.
in fact, for quite a long time.

I'm on hiatus for a while.

With Nadhirah (:




2-GEEz.

Ft. NidVEE.

YAN!


Now, with 3H(:

Look at Haikal! -.-

With 2G '07!

With Nawawi busybody =.=!

Raya was a-okay. 3H's fun! (:
I'll update more on 3H cos' the pictures aren't with me now.
Zul can't make it this Saturday :(
Don't think so i'll be staying overnight in school tmr for the One Night camp. :(
Results, tmr :(

=.=

Current Music: She Didn't Go She Didn't Leave - Colby O'Donis
Current Chatter: Haziq
Current Mood: Mixed. erm, pms?
Current Doing(s): Blogging & Studying.

Today's date, 13th Oct.
That means it's Aisyah's birthday. (:
Happy Birthday Hun. Hopefully this 5year friendship would be as strong as ever, forever.

Today we had Chemistry paper & i guess it's okay. I was frustrated though cause i studied and revised a lot on the first few chapters. End up, some didn't even come out and some are tested in MCQ only. Maybe that's part of the reason of the mood i'm having today.
I don't wish to write much.

Upcoming events:
Tmrw- 3H Raya Outing.
Wednesday- 2G 07' Raya Outing.
Friday- MCS Camp.
Saturday- MCS Camp+Hari Raya Celebration, Sheikah's openhouse & Outing with JusKelape.

My mood's erasing all the happiness away.
I've to study for Computer Studies tmr.
:'D

Today i had a lot of laughter. [:
First thing in the morning, i made Zakiyah laugh and i don't know why. Well, it goes like this.
Me: Kau nye area ade haze tak?
Zakya: Ade. Asal uh?
Me: Ntah? Indonesia ke malaysia nye hutan terbakar kot. Indonesia kan mrepek. Nak amek tanah, bakar pokok2, dorng tak potong.
Zakya: haha kau ni pagi2 buat aku ketawe uh sha.. *laughs*
Me: aku buat ape? aku tak ckp pape pon? ape yng klaka? huh? :S
Zakya: Kau uh. sape seh pagi2 pkir psl haze ngan orng bakar pokok? hahaha. k lol i tink im nuts.
Me: Haha ish. Aku rase during exams, the common sense side on my brain dah corrupted.
Zakya: haha see? ure doing it again! hahaha. corrupted lah ape lah.
Me: haha. eh tngk, nawawi is kiter nye invited guest. smlm 'ceramah' dier impressive. haha creative kan kan!
Zakya: hahaha. see ure starting again sha. haha. i think kan, u must go 4 medical checkup. brain too corrupted redi. lols.
Me: K bye. See you in sch :D

I dont find this funny, but when i read again, i caught myself laughing. But then, seriously. It's not funny 0.O
Okay, &then, was Math Paper 2. I swear it's a kill. But it's weird cause i don't find myself dead at the end of those suffering and torturing 2 &half hours but instead i found myself hyper :D
But i think i am gonna fail paper 2.
After school, had a small discussion on Hadi's open house and raya outing. Then proceed to Tampines Central with Budi Quraishi Afiq Haziq Dianah. Well, let's just say the x-2Gees. Then Afiq and Haziq went off for their double date. Left the four of us. Got donuts &yong tau fuuuuuu. Budi and Quraishi waited and then Dianah had to go off. So us three walked to tampines mall to the mcdonalds but it was full so we went to the cpf building's(eee),i waited for both of them and we talked for awhile. About sec one life, budi's embarassing incident and deciding on where to catch a movie. &Budi said we all should watch The Coffin. So that's it alright, once it's out in the cinemas, we all are gonna watch it. Sounds interesting (:
Ohwell, then headed home, and now i'm like rotting at home. Mum's out. Grrrrrrs. Syah! Call me back faster :D
No school tmrw~ But will be studying Chemistry with peeps(i guess).
Hadi's openhouse on Saturday [:

Maths paper was okay, i can say (:
I have a bit of faith, i guess.
Malay Paper 2, was also okay.
Told you, my imbuhan's getting worser!
But i think i answered correctly.
Hoho, oh zakiyah sempat ber-daydreaming. :D
Now, the only crucial paper for me left are Maths 2 which is tmr and Chemistry which is on Monday.

& Happy 2 Monthsary to SHAHIRANWAR!

Thanks for the gifts & flowers (: and travelling all the way to give me those flowers ♥

&i hate the cat.

I've no faith in Biology. But hopefully, Literature :D
Next up, Malay Paper 2 & Mathematics 1 !
No school for Biology students on fridayy~~

W-H-O-E-V-E-R Y-O-U A-R-E

For all whose not internet-savvy in this modern and globalisation world, you may not know that each account has IP address which will be captured everytime u leave a message albeit email, comments in blog or even on tagboards..

For the comments on my tagboard (which I've deleted not because I'm ashamed or somewhat unacceptable but because I was instructed to..) I've received for the past 2 days, IP was captured and now it's up to the domain authority, Blogspot.. to investigate and take up the necessary actions..

For my faithful followers of my blog.. I shall continue to write as and when I pleases.. :P

Today's the third day of raye, went out around 8 and came back nearly midnight. (:

I love, chocolate chip cookies. I love, kuih bedak(only some knows what this is).

Haryati rebonded her hair, english paper 2, done.

Next, Physics & ML1.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI(!!!!)

Untuk sesiapa yang sedang membaca petikan ini,

harap kesilapan saya dimaafkan dan halalkan makan minum saya selama ini.

Eid Mubarak!

(Bahasa baku oi, jangan main main. Nyahahahar!)

andand, Happy 2 Monthsary to Zakiyah & Merhan! =D